Thoughts

So I didn't sleep well(again). Surprise. Not really. It wasn't til 1 I was able to lie down as he was blasting music after 12am. Guess he fell asleep himself. B...

-so yeah its 3 finally years, I am doing this job which I am not interested. I literally wasted 3 years thinking that something magical will happen, every probl...

I guess same old same old bullshit here we come. Will I get any sleep tonight? Idk. What an ass dad is. I told mom even though he fell asleep in a chair to just...

I'm sorry... You don't need to know the reason why I am the person I am now... I am hurting to this day... How do I make the pain go away? They touc...

Do you ever wonder if you made one different choice how your life would of turned out. Or even if you can press restart and do it all over again who would you w...

Soooo. Yeah I'm frustrated. I've not been able to sleep an hr or 2 the last 2 nights. At 3 something a.m. I hear him coughing and saying crap. Then keep going t...

I'm frustrated and tired. I didn't get to sleep between 1 to 3hrs. I get woke up but loud coughing them loud blablabla talking. Then the kicker is he opens the...

Wtf do you mean "I'm carrying all the bills I can"? Really? Trying to throw blame towards me when you have a ginormous drug addiction in combination o...

I'm about to go on a call with my partner. And yet I feel terrible all of a sudden. I hope i'll be able to mask it, or that it will go away. I almost always fee...

Another example of how were not "good enough" for our "proud" family. I recently found out they came here. Right in our town went out togeth...