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I am suffering greatly. This is not a drill! I have lost my mind. I was diagnosed with HSV 1 and 2 a year ago. I FUCKING HATE LIFE! Read that in the most evil hateful angry demonic voice you can imagine, that's how I hear it! That is the magnitude of my anger towards the bitch that did this to me. I have shut the outside world off for over eight months. I don't work. I don't have friends. I want to kill myself. I'm never going to be happy. Now imagine the animosity towards her right!?! Imagine what I'm fucking thinking. This is the end for me. My mind is shattered to pieces.i hate everything that breathes.
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Heard all the pep talks before. I am different it does not get better for me.
ReplyTruth is that bitch who did this to you is totally NOT WORTH YOUR TIME.
In this world it's slay or be slayed so no matter what you can't let bitches like her steal away your happiness. you.
I know how it feels to shut out everyone and be ignored by everyone. all you need to do is act cool. Eventually friends will come, and if they don't just choose some nice people and try to be friends with them.
As for suicide, please don't. Even to me who's never met you, you already seem like such a nice person.
No matter how terrible things may seem now, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, so don't give up hope.
Best of luck, 😉
ReplyThat's a lot of energy to waste on anger. Additionally, you had a bit of a part in your situation as well. You do have the right to stay angry, but it only hurts you. You also have the right to engage in negative thinking and decide that things won't get better for you; when thinking like this, you'll be right. If you tell yourself you'll never be happy, that becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. Shutting out the world only serves to shut you off - from everything the world has to offer. Perhaps it's time to realize that this isn't the end of the world and to begin making choices to create a better life.
ReplyFuck it all. Just don't give a fuck as hard as it may sound to do
Replyi feel u man if u type in herpes on this sites search my story is right above urs....i got hsv2 ur life is not over the pain will go away when ur body gets used to it and itll be okay its not a huge thing just tell people before u have sex care about peoples health and be better then what happened to u herpes rejection may be hard at first but not everyone will reject you its minor it could always be worse....there is plenty of sites for people with herpes and plenty of good people for u still ive been using hsv singles and talking to an hsv group on kik i know it sucks but things will get better get back to work because being couped up inside is not good for ur mental health i dont know u but im here an i care about u bro...
Replyanytime u need to talk my account name is antnee or u can also comment back here or on my post i usually check this site daily
Replyhow did you go about telling people initially. I’m scared to meet someone new and want to hookup with them, I’m scared to bring this up. If I’m not searching to find a deep relationship before sex what is your advice to talk to people initially
ReplyI understand how horrible it can be. Society makes it seem as though herpes is such a terrible thing. We all need to tell people we know to get the blood test for herpes because they might have it also. Also publicly saying what this disease really is will help the stigma. I’m scared to tell the world but I know that would help in some ways. It’s just so scary
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