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Well I am in a very critical situation right now . I am writing after a long time expecting myself to feel a little better after expressing my thoughts and the words stuck in my mind. I am 25 years old with a master’s degree in Mass communication but guess what I have not learned much of anything from my schools and colleges. At this stage I am experiencing some serious existential crisis kind of situation . The stress is huge and I have got lots on my mind and I just wanted to pour it out somewhere and forever and I happen to found this site and here I go doing it.
Okay first let me some briefs about my situation right now . It’s hilarious that’s for sure . After my graduation I started working Ima news organisation where I was kinda bullied by a rude miss know it all woman who simply gave up on liking any of my work. I did try my best to present the best piece of my work but series of criticisms really made me demotivated and depolarised . I literally felt like I am absolutely good at nothing just nothing . Still I feel the way as I have lost all the confidence in myself . Oh yes I forgot to mention that I was working as a reporter and I had to produce 3-4 news articles everyday . The beginning of my job was a wonderful experience and I got all the praise which I thought I at least deserved . Yes everything went amazing and our boss was just the best and someone who mentored us really well. That much privilege I received in the beginning. But thing fell into pieces when due to some circumstances we had to be moved to another team and yeah I don’t hold any grudge to that horrible person who really demotivated me but I wouldn’t want anybody else to go through the same horrendous situation.
Now I am looking for a job as I don’t want to move out of the current city I am staying and I have lots of reasons for that . My major reasons are my boyfriend and my friends. And I have been called by my parents at home as they think that I am simply wasting my time here .
Again yes I have partially become like a zombie. I stopped interacting with my friends and other people and all I talk to is with my boyfriend and some few very close friends. I have completely lost interest in socialising with friends and acquaintances.
I am just hoping to get a job soon and get back on the track with life .
Okay here it is for now. I feel much better after penning this town. You will see me often here . Whoever is reading you can give your opinions or any advices .
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For different reasons but lately I've been in a bad state of mind as well. For a months now I've started to do yoga everyday at home, not too much, it's like thirty minutes max per day, but it really makes me feel better. I also meditate with the same instructor who's videos I watch online, and it also really improved my mode. I never really thought that this is something that could work for me, but it really does - maybe you could try it out too.
ReplyThank you so much for the advice .I believe those activities have worked out for you . I have also started working out and yes I will try meditation too . I have heard that meditation is the cure to many things . Thank you I will incorporate your advices .
ReplyI say follow your passion and dont let others demotivate you. They are but a passenger on the bus that is your life. Pay no mind.
ReplyOkay need talk to friends or bf and just go for a job and don’t give up not everyone’s go like u x
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