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I’ve been ill for years. I have schizophrenia and always thought my physical pain and exhaustion and soreness was just a symptom of that. My physical symptoms have been getting worse and worse throughout the years and I finally said fuck it I’ll get it checked out. Just last week I was diagnosed with stage 3 stomach cancer. I’m not talented and my parents died and I have no family or friends. I just work and work and work and then my physical and mental symptoms got to the point where I stopped working and functioning. I am too scared to get chemo or anything like that so I’m just gonna like kill me. That being said I wanted to let everybody who has hallucinations and depression and delusions that if you are in great pain physically or mentally always get help even if you think it’s not worth it or bullshit. I know I’m a hypocrite saying that because I’m choosing suicide over living, but I don’t have anything to live for at all.
I truly believe that everybody has potential to be whatever the fuck they want to be and I wanna say that I am in love with Hannah Lopez.
This is a random ass post. I’m sorry. Idk why I wrote this. Idk why anybody cares. Idk why I care. Hello. Goodbye. BTS ARMY ❤️ This is taking such a random turn.
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Keep strong ❤️ I think that you should go through with recovery because as scary and as hard as it is when you die you can’t go to a BTS concert.
ReplyHave a good journey.
ReplyWould you like to talk? I don't in any way admit to what you're going through, but I can listen :)
ReplyIf you need chemo, get chemo. I had chemo and it cleaned a whole lot of cancer out of me with barely any side effects.
Don’t they have pills for schizophrenia? Make sure you take care of yourself
ReplyI am a BTS ARMY TOO!! Pls don't think like that...be strong and get good medical treatment. If you are all healthy again, wouldnt that help you to start a new life and have fun wid friends?
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i'll pray 4 u
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