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whatttttssss upppppppppppp peeeppppps.
So its another beautiful day in this shit hole. But hey are we going to let it give us a reason not to be happy cos its fri-yyyyyaaayyyy. So last night. shame.... I saw a girl running in a dangerous area. I stopped (kindly be advised this is 9pm at night) and asked her if she needed any help. I mean seriously. she's a petite beautiful young lady and I just thought... damn girl. look at those legs. HAHAHA. goals!
She was in a state. absolute tears and gosh I felt so bad not being able to understand why she feels this way. she was reeeeeking. (to much alcohol, I am telling ya) Goodness, I wanted to drown her in my perfume but heeeyyy - I just came from the gym and smelled like a sweat queen. who was I to judge.
Anyway, getting to my point. She went out with her girls. (note to self: girls if u take your friend out and let her run with heels on the high way, far from anything, emotional, going through a absolute nightmare. DONT TRY AND REASON WITH HER WHEN SHES DRUNK. good lord. U just say amen and yes yes yes yes. It doesn't matter if she aint making sense. YOU LISTEN) hahahaha that goes for men too.
She is apparently getting a divorce. ai yai yai. Thank the pope I have not been there but hey. She is drunk, in tears, gorgeous. she stopped and said to me in the middle of the road "do you want to help me?" (note: guys I don't know about you but wow. That made me feel like my heart dropped. How bad must it be if someone says that. Is there really so many bad people in this world that she feels she needs to ask me if I really really - in my sweaty clothes from gym - want to help her) Now I just want to point this out. When someone is at their lowest - they will say anything or do anything at that moment. I have a saying. DONT YOU DARE WOMEN stand there and make a rasional decision in a moment that will change your life for ever. Honestly, its probably the worst thing for me to say - hey I have depression ok. Don't judge :) hahahaha. that shit happens allllll the time.
so back to her - She is getting a divorce, she has two beautiful kiddies and she is pissed out of her brain. she holds me. (now im thinking - god I must smell bad) she says to me, the only way is to die. jeeeezzz now okay. yes yes yes I get it. The only thing I did was this.
stopped my car - took her car keys - asked her where she lived - took her there and said to her. Now you listen to me. Do you even know how gorgeous you are? "in the back ground this women is sobbing and saying nooo nooo are u mental" I just ignore her and shut her the helllll up (I blab, love blappering - talking to much - but also sense) I tell her she is a mom that her daughters love and look up to and they can. She is their hero and they believe their mommy is next level amazing. I told her if you want to be here for something. be here for the two girls that believe in their mommy. that love her.
note: guys if u ever feel like your circumstances are sooooooooo overwhelming you are in such state. you feel. GOD how will I ever get better. GET YOURSELF THE HELLOUT OF THERE. yes, its not easy. its not just something we can change over night. but u can take a step out of the bed and maybe rather then having the same lame all bran flakes, have fruitloops. (fruitloops are nice) I had to move, I had to change my friends, I had to set boundaries for myself, I had to go down to the lowest and start over. if you don't realize that yes there is something wrong. (acceptance is key) girl, its okay. Its okay.... we will try again tomorrow. U cant have people that are hard on you. lets try again tomorrow.
then u run around naked and make her laugh. HAHAHAHAH
This lady has a merc. So yeah I drove that shit to her house. Now I don't know her but this morning I woke up and felt I made a difference.now how does that feel.... well well. when someone messages you in the morning and says to you thank you for being there and helping me. I FEEL LIKE THE BOMB.
Now yall. have a awesome Friday. message me anytime. I will try my best to be respectful and loving and honest because u deserve that.
HAVE A MOERSE LEKKER FRIDAY.
oh and - don't be a fucked up friend and make your friend drunk and not giving a shit when she is not in the same room as you. she relies on you. if shes dead or missing. WHO YOU GOING TO BLAME. youself! and my friend. we have another person to add on to the depression life. u aint that girl. don't be that girl.
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Good for you! Thank you for helping that woman! It was very kind! (Exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark)
Replyhahahaha how kind. <3 always here
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