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I smile so I won't make anyone uncomfortable with my pain and sadness. I create distance so I won't have to fall apart in front of the ones I love. Deep down my tears never stop flowing. The only time you see my outcry is when these sad unfortunate tears overflow from my heart to my eyes. Deep down I feel unloved and unwanted. I hope one day it'll all end soon. I hope one day that I would find true happiness, that I'll never have to feel the pain I feel in my soul, that I'll never have hide this unhappy side of me because it'll be no more. I hope one day that you'll see a smile that I'll believe.
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ReplyI also hope that one day you'll be able to smile for realsies. The first step to finding a solution is by acknowledging it, and you've done just that. Knowing you feel a certain way opens up options for you to explore things that may help you feel happier. Good luck buddy, don't give up
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Look after yourself. Even if it's as simple as drinking a warm cup of tea under the stars. It's okay to cry and be sad. It's okay to even want to die. These feelings are so, so valid. Don't be angry towards yourself for feeling this way, just pat yourself on the back at the end of each day that you live because you've done well - it's so hard on this earth. You are in my thoughts. X
Replysee people leave.. I am still at this phase of ur life. i am broke from within. my 3 years old relationship broke 1 day back. people leave even If you give ur 100% to that relationship or friendship. but always remember where there is darkness there is also light at some point. because darkness cannot be explained without light. but yeah the darkness now is killing ur self confidence, is killing ur emotions but dont let that happen. I have understood now that loving umrlsef is the first thing then love others. and dont keep ur emotions.... cry it outtt cry it out like a small baby cries when her/she feels even little pain. cry when u are alone. and never feel crying makes u weak never people needs gut to cry. and crying makes u more stronger. cry for 2 days or 4 days but make sure when u wan start again u dont cry anymore. just smile because the ur life is urs no one else's. smile infront of ur loved ones even if u feel sad because by faking it u making them smile and not sad because only happy people can make u happy. Dont cry infront of people because tend to use ur pain for their benefit. cry alone hugging a pillow but cry all out. always remember happiness and sadness is all in ur mind. if u want to be happy then you will be.
Replythe only people who have seen me truly happy are my friends. not my parents, not my 3 sisters, my friends. we now have a 7 week break from school and are going away so yea
happiness will not be there for me
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