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I have listened to so many stories about people weren’t happy after losing weight, and I thought I learned from them. That’s why I wasn’t fixated on my weight when I was going through with this diet. I keep telling myself that it doesn’t matter how much I weight as long as I’m happy with my body. But living with and asian mom is not easy, one comment “you look like you gained weight” from her and now, even though I haven’t eaten anything for almost a day, I’m afraid to leave my room because if I do, I will see food then I would be reminded how hungry I am.
This is what I’m worried about this whole thing. I was chubby but I was happy. I could go out with friends when I want and not having to starve myself a whole day in advance then another day after that. I didn’t care about what people think but now, just a comment from my mom is enough to destroy my confidence.
This is why I was hesitating to start a diet, I know I will lose weight but I can never be happy like I was before, and it really happens. When can I find my contentment again?
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