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I’m so sad iv been trying for years and no matter what I do I can’t move forward I don’t have any one,
I talk but now one listen . It’s always my tragedy is bigger then yours rather the comforting each other . When I have these thoughts I don’t know where to turn
I tell my mother “listens” but if it mentioned again it shrugged off . I’m not repeating my self for attention , I’m repeating me self because I am hurt I can can’t move past this iv had them same issues sine I was 12 , I am a fully functioning Suiciedal
adult . I won’t hurt my self to not hurt others but every day I live not knowing, not talking and it kills me slow . I feel so disconnected from this world that I might not succeed . I am not stupid ,
But I was never the one to be excited to teach or cared for iv always been in the background my social life and. My family
I’m here for me and that’s not good enough. Anymore I get more and more ideas how to end it and I don’t want to be like this I want a family someone to love I wanna be happy but I need help and no one will help me. I’m giving up
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I feel you... I am honestly battling it in the past few days and up until now. I feel so sad and shattered deep inside. I've got pretty depressed and suicidal in the worse case.
But you know? I thought I was alone. A lot of times I felt like I am useless and that I should just die. I tried to commit suicide a couple of times too.
This reminds me that some indeed cares about me = 1 Peter 5:7
"Give all your worries and cares to God, for He cares about you."
Then I started to open up my mind and said to myself, "Yeah, you are not alone, Rose. You will not be born if you are not loved. You are born for a purpose to fulfill. You are born out of love from the greatest creator. This will be hard. This will be tough."
This verse encouraged me = Joshua 1:9
"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
It was a hard fight. It was a battle between my brain and my heart. I was exhausted mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. But as the days went by, I made myself stronger each and every day. I've come to realize that I can pick up myself with my faith that I am not alone and that there is someone from above that keeps on cheering on me.
This reminds me that in every hardship = better version of yourself = Romans 5:2-5
"Through Him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us."
Don't lose hope. Don't give up. You will never know how far you will go and how strong you will be after this inner calamity.
If you need someone to talk to, I am here to listen. Just message me. ^_^ God bless you.
ReplyI agree. God loves you fella.
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