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11 months ago · · Stress,
Its been 30 days since we spoke normally. The only time she spoke to me was when she needed something from me ( help on writing emails for example). No apologies on how badly she behaved. Feel like telling her she is an ungrateful and selfish person. Instead if being sorry, she is avoiding talking about what happened between. Maybe my fault that I told her that I had a soft corner for her. Thought she would think before she says wrong things. But seems to me it made things worse. Maybe not telling his much one cares is the best course of action. People take me for granted the moment I open up. Its been long since I felt this way. Its been years since I felt this pathetic and stupid. U have been hurt earlier, but for the first time I feel regret about investing my time and concern over someone who just didn't care. I was wrong about her. She is not the person I thought she was. This enlightment is not helpful since that means I can go wrong in choosing friends no matter how much cautious I am. It means I am a stupid person who cares too much even though he/she may be ungrateful and probably just using me.