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I gave him everything. Everything that I thought a person can give to keep someone from falling out of love with me. He wanted my heart, I obliged. He wanted intimacy, I gave in. He wanted someone to care, I took care of him and happily reminded him everyday that he was good enough. He wanted me to fix him, I broke myself in the process. You see, I gave someone the best of me despite that I knew it was the last piece of me that anyone could take. I thought I was in love and that he was the one that I will get to hold forever. I was naive and blinded by the toxicity he held when we argued and accused me of giving myself to someone else. I turned away when I saw how narcissitic he could be. I chose not to see the bad in him the way he talked about people who once loved him. Love was a game and I was the chess piece. As the days went on, love grew tired of me and so did he. He left me for a woman who was the one who broke him in the first place. The woman he told me he would never go back to because she had used and wronged him. I tried everything in my power to never be her and hurt him the way she did. I spoke about him with stars in my eyes and she spoke about him with hatred in hers. I will never fully understand how you can leave something so great for something that scarred you. I don't know how to heal from this and I don't think I ever will. As I see it, love someone but don't give your all just yet. Your all is what's going to hurt you again. Love is blind, yes but don't let the words of someone fool you. Let the actions speak louder and know you deserve better if you were ever in my situation.
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I feel you, happened to me also. Sometimes the one we love and are willing to go the extra miles for are the ones we are best without. One day or another he will regret leaving someone like you. Live your life, move on and show him how happy and a good of a person you can be. The best revenge is being happy without that person! Don’t let this experience love another person less, love is always a learning process.
ReplyVery true. I've been trying everyday to get over myself. It just truly shocks me that as good as you are to someone, you'll still end up hurt in the end.
ReplyYou were not blind, you cared. And maybe he was just not over with his feelings for her. All in all, it's not your fault. You did everything you could
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