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6 months ago · · Suicidal Thoughts,
Brushing it off, something I was always notable for being incredibly good at. Lately, it's been more and more difficult to do so. I've lived more in my short time here than many people double my age have, and slowly the burdens become heavier as time goes on. I truly wish I had cherished the time where being able to pretend nothing bad has ever happened....I miss it.....I miss everything....I miss my unscarred body, I miss my childhood innocence, I miss a life free of burdens, I miss her.....I don't know how long my mental integrity can possibly last at this rate. Day by day becoming a little harder to recover, to forget. I take a little longer to get out of bed, I become almost incapacitated when I get depressed, and every little bit pushes me deeper into isolation......I don't think I can keep going......