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I WANT YOU TO REGRET LOSING ME
6 months ago · · Venting, · Explicit
Why did you do this to me? After all these years. I deserved an apology. An apology , wouldn’t be enough ! I cant hate you. why. I so wanna hate you and begin a new life. which i am about to. But you are fucking stuck in my head even in my dreams. why dont you get the hell out of my mind? Knowing that u r married. had sex. all good with u. i cant stop thinking about u. U r such a coward. U left me. U left me. u left a person who loved u more than anything. you keep coming back to my head. I pray hard to God. To make my heart at peace. i dont wanna text u. you dont even feel to apologize. u r so fucking enjoying the moment. i just wish i knew that u r living terribly. rotting in hell. with whoever the fuck u r fucking. U made my life so miserable in those years while in relationship. why cant i just fucking focus on those? why do i focus on the fact that I loved u. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship. God. I loved this abusive relationship. Just to be with u. Just get the hell out of my mind and i pray u rot in hell this world and final.