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My family don't understand that I'm going through severe depression.
2 months ago · · Suicide, · Explicit
I'm a girl from morocco, i live with my family. My problems started when my dad died in 2012. I went through depression and anxiety as i was blaming myself for not spending time with him or even showing him how much i loved him. So i started working and i quit so i can go back to university. I had my BA degree in 2017 and i just can't find any job! My mom keeps telling me that she wants me to find a husband at least and be like the rest of the girls. But i can't! I was sexually assaulted when i was a little girl by the nanny. I didn't and never told anyone. So i guess that's why i can't and i don't like sexual contact. But i can't tell my mom who insists that i should get married and start a family. My brother keeps making fun of me saying that i have no future and that I'm a burden on his and mom's shoulders. I sleep and i wakeup thinking about how I'm gonna commit suicide. But they don't know that. And guess what? Even if i told them they won't get it cause they're a bunch of selfish idiots all they think about is what the people and family gonna say about us. I'm dying everyday.
Tell me what to do or how can i runaway or where should i go... Or even how can i die at peace!!! 😔😔