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I do not wish to live anymore
5 months ago · · Suicide, · Explicit
5 years ago I decided to kill myself when I'm 25. I am 20 now and I have only 5 more years. But there have been times when I wanted to not kill myself and had a very hopeful future. But last year every hope I had is gone. My dreams are shattered. I always overhear my parents praise other children and i feel like a terrible person. Why can't I do anything good? Why must I be a failure. I hate everything. I hate my life. I just want to end everything now but I am too scared. What reason do i have to go on? Im fed up with everything. I just wanted to give a good life to my parents and I didn't want to get married or anything. Fuck everything. One day definitely I will end myself. Every minor inconvenience makes my want to just jump infront of a truck. Im fucking stupid. I have not talent. Im a piece of shit. I am wasting oxygen on this planet. I want to die before I become poor and lonely and miserable. Fuck this world.