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5 years ago I decided to kill myself when I'm 25. I am 20 now and I have only 5 more years. But there have been times when I wanted to not kill myself and had a very hopeful future. But last year every hope I had is gone. My dreams are shattered. I always overhear my parents praise other children and i feel like a terrible person. Why can't I do anything good? Why must I be a failure. I hate everything. I hate my life. I just want to end everything now but I am too scared. What reason do i have to go on? Im fed up with everything. I just wanted to give a good life to my parents and I didn't want to get married or anything. Fuck everything. One day definitely I will end myself. Every minor inconvenience makes my want to just jump infront of a truck. Im fucking stupid. I have not talent. Im a piece of shit. I am wasting oxygen on this planet. I want to die before I become poor and lonely and miserable. Fuck this world.
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ReplyI know how it feels, Sweetheart, as I feel the same until now. I keep observing the world turn, and grown tired of life. It feels like I'm not going anywhere, or will be someone. It's like the gravity trying to hold me down and let myself buried into the ground, be nothing like I'm supposed to...
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ReplyI wasn't planning to reply to anyone but thank you. Your words are the only ones which have ever comforted me in a long time and that means a lot to me. Thank you... I am still trying to find meaning in this life.
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Replynot sure what to say ; nobody can really show u the real meaning of life but u , u can't find the meaning because u kept searching for it , but u better start to create it , life isn't about finding urself , it is about creating it , i am 20 myself , i just lost a dream that i wanted for so log , longer then u think , i let my parents , my friends and more important myself down ...i have no idea what should i do with my life , i mean i was living for just that dream , people around me thought that i already gave up on it and i forgot it , i am actually , i gave up but didn't forget it , not sure what to do , but at this point i am sure of just one thing , my Allah gonna show me the road , someday , just someday , i am sure i am gonna see myself that this way is the best way for me , that losing that dream was the best thig that ever happened to me , ad at this point , i am proud of u , so keep trying , we're still too young to feel bad about ourselves
Replyplease seek help, it does get better, trus me, iv been wher u are.. tell someone, call a Crisis numbr.. when we feel lik that emotions cloud our judgmnt, you CAN get help, ppl DO care, things CAN get better...there iz good in this world... u were born to LIVE...
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our mind is an illusion...why shud we believe our own thoughts? belief does wonders...to believe in something postiv about urself..even one thing can change ur sequence of thoughts. humans r not hard-wired to hate themselves. ur great !! believ it! spreading postivity n luv! i hope u can get the professinl help u need.
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