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2018 was the worst year because I was in my first relationship as an 18 year old with a 24 year old and he was my first for almost everything, and I fell in love with him. However, it didn't go as planned. I turned crazy. I was too controlling and I never let him do anything. I started to accuse him of cheating none stop and flirting. And he always said no and it just drove our relationship downhill. We were into fights every day. When we almost reached a year, we broke up for 3 months. It was bad because we were both done with everything. We both loved each other a lot but thought this break up was the best for both of us. I was depressed and so was he. During these three months, he would text me none stop and I would get annoyed. I still loved him but I was trying to move on. 3 months of break up was long and we were both lonely and missing each other. Personally I started flirting/talking to guys, but I never managed to hook up with anyone. He also told me he talked to a few girls.
About a month ago we got back together but this time we thought it was going to be different, but I am still crazy. He asked me about the guys I talked to and I told him I only flirted but never hooked up. He told me he only talked to like 3 girls but also never hooked up or anything, but he told me he asked to hang but it never happened. However right now, something new came up cause he forgot. He told me he called this girl cute and I am going crazy. I don't know anymore. I feel like now he hooked up with girls and I don't believe him. I never thought my first love would be so bad. I just don't believe and I am going crazy.
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Find someone else he not worth ur time
ReplyToo much history and trust issues. I think itโs possibly better for you to find someone you can trust 100%, and plus, coming from another 18 year old trapped in a relationship, go do what you want to do, settle down later, especially with someone older.
ReplyI was in a similar situation where I was 17 when I dated a 22 year old and he was my first everything. My advice is to probably go your separate paths. You are still so young and have your whole life ahead of you. You are at an age of growth and finding yourself so I say go explore and meet new people. If you are suspicious of him all the time, it's telling. It sounds toxic and it would be bad to stay in it. You should focus on your happiness and be with someone you know you can trust and someone who can return that trust. Good luck in all your endeavors!!
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