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This girl Part 4&5
It then became somewhat clear that I had gained feelings for this girl, she’s beautiful, Smart, sarcastic and funny..
We then started to FaceTime...
WELL, I drunkenly FaceTimed her and she had no choice but to answer haha..
we carried on FaceTimeing whenever we had chance too.. then her best friend who was drunk at the time, said “ Han, I’m picking you up on Wednesday and your coming over”
Well I just thought this was her been drunk and crazy idea.. didn’t think this would happen..
IT DID... Wednesday came and This Girls best friend came and picked me up,
I was a nervous wreck,
I’m shy not so confident and hate the way I look... not only am I meeting this girls best friend for the first time, I get to finally meet this girl who changed my life, unknown to herself..
I will never forget that day I met her in person, it was strange but exciting, but the fact I was able to finally hug this girl and yes obviously kiss this girl...
At this time, this girls best friend and her young daughter lived with her, YES I ended up getting my nails painted pretty much all my time I was there for, by the daughter of this best friend, we got on very well I would say..
There was a night where me and this girl had a few drinks and the conversation was flowing about her past and present and mine also..
What I never realised or the thought ever came across my mind was that this girl had also been suffering with mental health, and actually has BPD (borderline personality disorder)
I was amazed, and quite honestly my feelings towards this girl only gained more.. She has had the upmost hell to battle with and many others and she is in my eyes the strongest human being I have ever come to face with.
So you are probably wondering why I am writing this...
This girl has become different, not by choice may I add..
but I wanted to write about how this girl changed my life whilst battling her own demons, I wanted to share this with people as obviously this girl is a very closed book, she has a somewhat STEEL WALL up with an electric fence around it.. It’s very tough..
I ain’t giving up on her due to this strong wall she’s built up, I want her to know that our paths have met for a reason, and quite honestly I cannot wait for the day to shout from the roof tops that this girl is my lady and be more proud than anybody!!!
So it’s been 5/6 months now, and we’ve only seen each other in person, that one time I went down for a few days...
There’s been distance in texts, ignoring messages (not by choice) we do try text everyday still, I probably annoy her too haha, we sometimes FaceTime and voice call..
some people would of given up along time ago, as I’ve been told plenty of times, but that’s not who I am as a person..
But to me this girl is worth waiting weeks, months years for..... Only time will tell and hopefully my story will have more to say.
If you have read this I hope you yourself have a great 2019 and your hopes come true 🙂
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