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My Unsent Letter
2 months ago · · Relationship Issues,
I love you so much and I know things are not the same between us anymore. since a month I have been dealing with this anxiety, sadness and fighting constantly with my mental turmoil. I know what I did was not correct. and maybe I have lost the chance of getting you back. I shouldn't have said that to you. but there are many things of your which I neglected and forgave without even you saying sorry. and this way I do owe your forgiveness. you moved on so easily and also found a girl for you. yes, I am jealous, yes I am still thinking of u coming back. because u made me go emotionally drained. now I feel numb. I don't have things to talk with a person. I don't have you to call as mine. my feelings died, I have become stone just like you, I have become numb. paralyzed. I can't feel me nowadays. I cry each day, not that I am regretting this relationship but I cry because you so easily go bored out of this relationship. you easily walked off and moved on. how easily you forgot our first kiss. how easily you forgot the late night talks we used to share. didn't I give this relationship my 100% but still you chased other girls. you couldn't see what I was going through. how vulnerable I feel. do u even know how vulnerable I am right now. you were secretive about me. never told ur friends u are dating me. nor u told them u are taken. u portrayed yourself as single. I am tired of this constant pain. and I don't want u back. but I want u to go through the same pain which I went through. yes, I don't wish happiness for u. I wish that even u long for the love from your partner. I wish you never get the girl of your life. i wish u nothing but only miseries and problems. yes, I want karma to strike u back hard. because when I wasted my 3 years of time, patience, love and what not on you.i want the other girl to treat so fragile like u treated me. I know 3 years u did have some emotions for me but since the last year, u have made me feel so much emotional fool. and I think your memories will haunt me forever.