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I don't know what to say to you. I don't know why you're coming to me about everything now and why you're the one seeking forgiveness from me. It should be the other way around. I was the one that hurt you. Well, until the other night when you told me that that night wasn't actually my fault and it was both of us being a little too much for a little too long. You could have initiated it, you said, but for the past few months you've made me believe it was me. I initiated and I hurt. All a lie. Now you don't want me to feel the guilt, you don't want me to feel that way anymore. So you knew, you thought about it a lot, which I respect, but you came to this conclusion so long ago and you didn't tell me till now. After I've destroyed myself, after it has impacted my life and the things I do and the way I think. I resent you. I can't even grasp how you want things to be the way they were and for us to be normal, you want us to interact, see each other on campus. I told you I would think about it but the more I think about it the weirder it sounds. I thought I hurt you so bad and that you hated me and now YOU want us to be friends. I don't think I can do that, I don't think I want to see you again, yet I see you all over campus. I don't know how to tell you these things, and I know I should, but how would I. I guess I still see myself as a bad person because of you, I am a bit, we share that now, but I can't get out of my head that I was it fully. You made me that for so long. How can you ever expect me to forgive you?
Sincerely,
The monster you made me believe I was.
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Replyin all honesty, there could be 2 things happening right now. 1.) he could be feeling guilty for what he caused you or 2.) he wants something from you and telling you those things were the only way to get it. plus if you were REALLY the problem in y'alls relationship or friendship then he wouldn't be coming back to you like this. he was only trying to make you feel bad because he was the problem. Stop destroying yourself because he is a jackass. you need to tell him no to anything he asks of you and move forward in your life. its easier said than done but you can do it..
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