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I have problems, and I don't know what to do about them. I feel like I want to just lie down and never move again, giving in to my feelings.
I can act as if they weren't there, and clinging to every single opportunity to keep my mind off of them, being semi-functioning knowing perfectly well that one day it will all come back to me, and it gets closer and closet, day by day. I have done the this for years now, but I don't know how much longer will I be able to hold on. Sure I tried to face my feelings, hoping that I might go out trough the otherside, but to be honest, I'm not even sure if it's possible, because all this ever lead to were two suicide attempts. It seems to me that all I can do is remain in this limbo I've been in, since years, until one day it all crashes down and destroys what's left of me.
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