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6 months ago · · Stress, · Explicit
There's only a few things that help me with stress. What gives me stress: large crowds, school, family
What helps with stress: music, friends, little space.
I can't have any of these things help me because my family will get pissed off even more if I start to listen to music or talk to friends while they're talking to me. I can't have my phone is school due to a rule the vice principal made just for me so music is not an option. I don't have any classes with friends who I trust enough to talk to. I obviously can't go into little space around my family or in school. I just don't know what to do. After this weekend though, I'll be free to end it all. Maybe this is a suicide note, maybe not. I just hope no one figures out who I really am before I get the chance to end it.