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Do you believe in Love? Do you believe in true Love? Do you believe in blind Love? Do you believe in Love at first sight? All these questions I ask of you because I truly do not know the answer. Well, I know you well enough to make some educated guesses. You do believe in love. However that is all I know. But that is not good enough for me. I, in all honesty, would rather hear the answers to these questions from your lips. I want to truly know how you feel.
But I am scared at the same time. What if you are just being nice? What if you hate me? And there are hundreds of more “what if’s” going through my head. If any of these were true, it would break my heart into a million pieces.
That brings up another question.
Do you know the width, depth and breadth of these feelings I have for you my love? Do you truly understand these feelings I have for you? Do you understand that I have never been in love with anyone as much as I am with you? When I look at you, I see an angel. When I think of you, I know perfection. When you laugh, I hear a heavenly choir singing just to me. And you appear of out no where all the time. I can be watching tv and there you are. Reading and in the words I just read, I see you. And don’t get me started about music.
Do you know how important you are to me?? When I say that “I can’t talk to the person I trust the most in this world”, do you know it is you I speak of? When I say you call and I will come running. I mean it, whatever and whenever.
Do you know how you monopolize my thoughts? How you monopolize my dreams? Gone to dreamland thinking of you. Slept on a wet pillow because of the tears. How I wish I could say “I ain’t missing you”, but it would be a lie. I have fitfully slept with you in my mind. I have been awakened so many times to dreams of the love of my life.
Do you know how hard it is to stay away?? How many times I argue with myself about seeing you. I don’t come to see you, because I don’t want to make your life harder. I only want you to have an easy life my love. I want you to be treated like the queen you are my love. To be treated like the special person you are. I have never met anyone like you.
Do you know how hard I would fight for you?? How I would do anything and everything I could to make your life better? Do you know how bad I want to be there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on? An understanding ear to listen so you can vent? A sounding board for the ideas you have? Do you know how I could just listen to your voice? How soothing it is to me. One day I hope I can truly express the deep and true feelings I have for you my love. You and only you.
I started this with four questions. Now I will answer these questions for you. Do I believe in love, yes!! Do I believe in true love, yes!! Do I believe in love at first sight, yes!! Do I believe in blind love, yes!! I believe in all these, since I met you my love.
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You emote so beautifully. I hope the same for you and that you one day will be able to express your feelings with your love. Life is far too long to not be with the one you love; especially the deep love you so obviously have for your person. A love that intense, and what sounds to be so wonderfully pure, deserves to be shared with the one you love and returned back to you. That is my wish for you!✨
ReplyJust beautiful.
What if your assumption is wrong? When you said, "I don’t come to see you, because I don’t want to make your life harder" - did it ever cross your mind that maybe she would have to disagree? That maybe you would Not make her life harder. That maybe the opposite is true.
Oh how I wish this message was meant for me. As I would tell him that he would NOT make my life harder. That he has always had what it takes to be my one. That I need and want him in my life.
ReplyRead Poem 312. I just added it. It is the first thing I wrote to her. Maybe it will explain the situation better.
ReplyOh, know I get your situation. I think.
Let me get this straight - "that ring she’s wearing says she’s not free" - she's married/she's taken - yet you still want her, yet you can't have her - and you're in pain & conflicted. Correct?
ReplyJust waited too long to tell her how I feel. Now I won’t be able to.
ReplyHere's what I would say:
Do I know?
No, I did not know that you felt that way about me.
I mean really, how could I know that?
ReplyAnd that is exactly why so many of us, much like yourself and the woman you write about/to are, sadly, only left with unanswered questions.
Instead of communicating and having courage, the focus remains in compartmentalizing and cowardice.
Unanswered questions are the worst.
ReplyThis is heartfelt and lovely.
ReplyYes I believe in love , true,first sight,blind, exurutiatiatingly painful, with the wrong person but still think of you when I wake and while I sleep love. Soul love. Absolute love. X
ReplyWho are you? Because the way things are going now between me and my love, you couldn’t be here.
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