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6 months ago ·
I really really want to study. I want to study and I want to go abroad. Make my dreams come true. But I just can't. I have the facilities and everything but I just can't study. I'm tired all of the time and my concentration span is really low. Maybe living in this prison I want to escape from has led me to depression. I don't even know anymore. I just feel crappy all of the time. I want to study to escape but I can't study for more than an hour or so and even that much is hard. It all just seems so hopeless. If I can't escape I don't know what I'll do. I have to be free but I don't have the strength. Right now it feels as if I want to walk without legs. I don't know what to do.