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6 months ago · · Unexpected Love,
I’m just 3 days away from my favorite “holiday”, Valentine’s Day. A day of love and loved ones. But in the reality of my life, I can’t be with the one I love. I can’t spend time with you my dear. I can not even get close to you. Every time I go to the store, I see so many things I want to give you. But I end up walking out empty handed with my heart breaking because I can not buy you anything, nor can I talk to you or spend time with you. This is painful to me. I have only known one thing more painful that not being with you and that is burying my best friend. I feel that pain every day, and it will not go away until I go to heaven and see him again. My dad would have loved you too. After I seen you on Friday, I went and talked to him. It brought back a memory when I told him I was in love with a girl. He laughed at me, and now I know why. I have never been this in love with anyone in my life. I have been awakened dreaming of holding your hand, or of hugging you. And those dreams are what I hold dearest in my life. So I hope you truly feel loved on Thursday. Because I know in my heart, you are truly loved and will always be loved by me.