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I can't force a smile , I don't want to talk and I just needed to sleep but I'm 32 and now live with my mom and well , my needs will never matter. I can't say I've ever been anywhere with anyone of the humans swearing to love me that my feelings and needs did matter .but that's my fault for not being my biggest neglect. But then again how does a girl abandoned do young by the very blood sworn to love her ever feel like she's enough and worth it ? I need to know this answer , I don't want to die never just feeling one time like in this life I was truly and unconditionally loved by someone , anyone, who saw me and just couldn't ever Leave me . But I'm broken and let's face it.....nobody keeps broken things.
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U Should probabaly sleep. It's okay not to be okay at times. We all have ups and downs, even though it might feel like you've been down for a long time. There are people in your life who love you, even if you can't see it. Feeling like a failure is a part of growth. Trust me, even if you feel like a failure, there are lots of things you CAN do to turn around the situation.
Dwelling on the negative thoughts, never helps. Give yourself a day or maybe just an hour and just let it all out, whatever you feel. Express it. Cry or write about it. THEN pick yourself up and do what you can to turn around the situation. I there's nothing you can do then just accept it. Be positive. You can get through this though time. Don't let any person hurt you. By being sad or feeling like a failure, you are giving the other person power over you. You are letting them hurt you. That's exactly what the world wants.
Don't be hard on yourself, what's past is past, you can't change it. Thinking about it doesn't change it. Taking action for your future does.
Got to sleep and start your tomorrow with new energy. Positivity. You can get through this. You are not alone. Each day is a new opportunity. Each day is a blank canvas.
I hope you can get over this situation. Sending lots of love and healing your way☺️, I pray that you feel better soon and if my comment was helpful in any way, please reply.
ReplyThank you very much for taking the time to read my post and respond and I do herein fully agree with everything you just said. Itsfunneh because those are the things I'm constantly telling the people around me because I'm known to be the go-to person because I don't often push my opinions or thoughts on anyone I just let them vent and usually grape about their lives and I tried to remind them how it's maybe just a bad day not a bad life and how usually it's sleep that we need or a good meal or something but that this time next year will be worried about all new problems and how life is short way too short to be dwelling on the things that we cannot change. This morning when I got this app and it said to just start writing I honestly had no idea what I was about to say and in this moment would have to re-read it to have any idea of what I did say. I was speaking fully off of emotions because yesterday and last night just happened to be a little more rough than usual and I guess I feel weak for a moment or maybe I was just honest with myself because I know what's in my head is not always what the world sees. It's nice to be able to say what I really am feeling or thinking and that people care enough to listen even though they don't know me and respond. I'm very reserved and shy insecure and not want to go out and meet new people so I don't often talked much about anything I'm going through with other people and especially since I've been made to feel like I'm too much a lot of times in my life I've learned to just stay quiet so again I thank you
ReplyTake a day off work if you can, for yourself and for your mental health 💜. I can tell you this, bad days will always be there but you can make them better. Got it sleep if you wish to, tomorrow is a new day.
ReplyI appreciate you taking the time to respond and you're exactly right. because I have such trouble sleeping how often have to remind myself through the day that the world isn't against me I'm just tired it's all in the mind. And I don't usually talk about anything because I'm not sure what's just a emotional thought door what's really going on sometimes and what's just me being tired. But I think lately just feel a little overwhelmed and trouble understanding why certain things are going on around me but good night sleeping some time alone inside my mind do me some good
ReplyTomorrow could be better ;)
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