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I don't know where to begin, I'm a creative person who's had a lot of people steal my creativity and try to cheat me out of getting credit for hard work that I've put in, I've endured so much loss now that my previous successes have no value and I'm in a place and position where I'm not able to move forward and try again.
I seriously want to kill myself I just want to get a gun and put a bullet in my head. all people have done to is steal and cheat, take my ideas and redo them, take my hard work and call it their own. I written scripts that people go around claiming they wrote, I'm trying to write this and I feel so choked, the pain of having good ideas and putting in hard work only to be disrespected. I can't bare this, I need my life to end. People have shown no remorse, no consideration, no fear of consequence, I as a person simply did not matter, my time and energy to create did not matter, they could steal it to boost their own identity in the world while diminishing mine.
I have copyrighted work, I had made people sign contracts, and none of that mattered! I can't afford a lawyer to pursue them, I am a good human being who tried to do the right thing and was met with all out evil at every turn, envy, hated and injustice by people who resented my talent, my potential and wanted to call it there own.
I never even got to see the best of what I could achieve, I never got to see the my full potential realized because everyone around me just tries to steal it. Now I'm totally helpless, totally powerless, Revenge isn't going to help and I can't even attempt it, I'm getting to old to start all over, I won't have to energy or youth to do it. I was even cheated on out of my education, out of having that piece of paper after years of good grades and a bad institution.
It doesn't even make sense to be angry, but I can't help being sad and angry, I didn't deserve this, we could have all won together in many of these situations, karma doesn't seem to exist for these people, they get away Scott free while I suffer and roll in bed at night sleepless.
There's no end to my pain except in death. If there is a God why would he allow such hardship to fall upon me, why would he allow these same people to live good lives free and unimpeded while I struggle over every impediment only to reach a place where I can't even struggle to achieve any more.
A stroke, a heart attack, an aneurysm, please god, please, give me one of them, I beg to be relieved of living in this world with people that have no honor, no integrity, no heart, no compassion.
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People are horrible. That's why I want to leave town and disappear.
ReplyYou can leave and start again that's just it. It just stayed the same for me given time. New town the excitement of new.... years later it's the same thing terrible people just with a different face. The same bullshit all over again just in a different place. Back stabbing asshole people who ruin you all over again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again God Damn I'm tired of it when will it end? Answer my last breath then it stops forever and that's not happening soon enough. The what could of the what might of Fuck it I'm done!
ReplyI have had my ideas taken and others pretend that it was theirs . Even one big one that saved the CO. Lots of money. Only one person gave some of my ideas a chance and he also recognized me for them. He is the best people manager ever!
Smart and confident people will give credit where credit is due!
A good manager is open, respectful , and they have integrity . Values each team member and what they bring to the table . They are also well aware of such antics and wouldn't give much credibility to such behavior .
I believe that eventually people will see that you are not that type of person and you will move on to better things. In other words be true to who you are...don't let what they do cause you to do what they do.
Stand up for yourself sure, but don't get pulled into petty drama!
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