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So I was just wondering does anyone ever feel like not living anymore like wishing you would die somewhere in the hospital from so sort of sickness where your body is just shutting down on you and you never have to deal with anything or anyone. I mean when I think about life there's really no point into it, it's an every day cycle people come and go. So why would it mattered if I went sometimes I wonder if I actually matter that much the way people say they love me, I have friends who sometimes I question why are you even my friend like I have nothing to offer I have social anxiety, I don't really talk, I'm not funny, I'm indecisive, I don't have a job so I can't really buy things for people or go to a restaurant with them. Like I'm just taking up space in there life they don't benefit from the friendship at all. I do want to make it clear though I'm not suicidal or depressed it's just a feeling that I get from time to time and was wondering if anyone else ever feels like this.
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I do feel same . You have friends. But i dont even have that . I always wish, if i died sooner !. Nothing matters for me actually . What are we here for ? For what? One day , we have to die anyway. Then why we have to suffer in this mean time? Why dont i die today itself? I have nothing to lose . Cause i never gained something. No love , no friends , no nothing. Life feels so meaningless. Living life like this is really hard . Its like , you are already dead yet alive .
I always wonder. What if i get a weak heart and i die? What if i get cancer and i die ? Will anyone ever care? No , everyone will move on . No one will ever remember me .
I am tired of living like this. I just want to get sick somehow and die.
ReplyI do feel same . You have friends. But i dont even have that . I always wish, if i died sooner !. Nothing matters for me actually . What are we here for ? For what? One day , we have to die anyway. Then why we have to suffer in this mean time? Why dont i die today itself? I have nothing to lose . Cause i never gained something. No love , no friends , no nothing. Life feels so meaningless. Living life like this is really hard . Its like , you are already dead yet alive .
I always wonder. What if i get a weak heart and i die? What if i get cancer and i die ? Will anyone ever care? No , everyone will move on . No one will ever remember me .
I am tired of living like this. I just want to get sick somehow and die.
ReplyI feel the same but its caused by depression. Sometimes thise thoughts take over but I try to think about how much pain and struggle I'll be puttinf my family and friends through if that were to happen so I don't dive too deep into negativity. I try to tell myself that this will pass. I hope you find the strength to self talk some positivity into your thoughts.
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