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I'm just going through some old posts of mine and I wanted to reshare this one with you guys ^-^ help some people out, strengthen the souls lol okay I'm getting weird again, I gotta post this before I start goin off topic as usual π¬ :
"EVERYONE READ! Β· 4 months ago
I want to share something with all and any of you. It's a piece of the story of mine that in a way pertains to you now ^-^ I know that in this world, we often lose ourselves. That in this world, we often feel left out and alone. We lose connections, lose touch of people, lose contact. We don't always do this on purpose! Sometimes we lose track of TIME; life in itself gets in the way, ya' know?
Another factor even greater is, we talk but don't hear the other's words. Or else we hear but do not really LISTEN. That's where my story comes in: Several years ago, I met what felt an awful lot like my soul mate (warning, I'll be hitting the rewind button a lot) because she somehow knew me without knowing me. Even though we parted ways, she remains in my heart.
When we first met she always stared at me, like I was some goddess. Before her, I was SELF CONSCIOUS like no other lol I had such low self esteem. Before her I tried to kill myself once. I drank, smoked, everything. And before THAT, I was bullied. THAT'S why the other stuff came into effect; drink, smoke, suicide, self hate, etc. all started with the bullies of my past. Then I meet this girl and it really changes perspective. I finally viewed myself in a whole new light! Since birth, I knew I was bi. But since birth I also never believed in love. I believed in the kind with family and friends, but not a relationship type. I just felt like humans reproduce without any spiritual attachment and then that's it.
So if love meant nothing to me I definitely did NOT believe in soul mates... until now. When she left my life it was heart crushing, but there is bad AND good in it. I will always see both. One of the good parts to consider for now, is the lesson I've learned in my life and in this world; she has made me stronger and I thank her for that. The memory was a good one as well, us meeting at all was rare. So I appreciate the encounter. What I took over everything from it, was how REAL our time felt. Time is such a crazy thing, and patience means a lot. This would not have happened had I died that night.
But what I bring to all of you know from this beautiful experience, is my new unconditional love and my reality C: I want to share the amazing feelings that I carry within, my new spiritual awakening that they speak of. I want to continue to send you my energy, the love that radiates. The true feeling of being heard, recognized and acknowledged. It's so warm and welcoming the emotions that I have and give. I want you all to sense it. I know what "real" feels like and I want you guys to feel "real" too! ^=^ THAT is why I'm here on Novni. THAT is why I love to help ^-^ those reading this post, I hope all works out well and in your favor!
-SleepyBanana <3"
*btw the random misleading tags were just to bring in as many people in variety as possible (;
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Thats cool you gained love from that i can sense your loveβ€ hope things work out in your favor as well.
ReplyThank you! (: I hope you can sense the real and even the trust in me as well (though maybe thats jus stretchin it a bit lol) <3
ReplyYou're a brand! You should be charging money to allow us to read your great writing
ReplyOh no stop it ππ thank you tho, really ^.^ that's too nice of u c:
ReplyI am very happy you know what real is. It sounds like a wonderful experience. Stay happy!
ReplyIt IS a wonderful experience, and I hope that you have this just as much ^=^ and thanks! You stay happy too ((:
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