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Can I be comforted ?
Because I dont have anyone beside me .
Please I want to feel the love .
I have suicidal thoughts for about 3 years and I think I am killed by myself ..with my very own hands ..I will end my life ..never imagined my hand could do that
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I love you not in a romantically way, but as a friend or rather a stranger. Don't throw your life just because of something happened that you regret. Please remember that your family loves you and if you ever think that it will be okay if you were gone, no. remember your family that you will leave and they don't even know that you had those thoughts. They'll suffer more than you do. I love you whoever you are.
ReplyWhat If I tell you that they are the reason behind this
What if I tell you they are killing me indirectly ?
ReplyTell us your thought, Man
ReplyThere are lots
ReplyI'm extremely sorry your feeling this way. Trust me, i've felt they same way that you do now. You're not alone with feeling this way. MANY people do. Some even decide to end it right there and then.
But please, talk! Give any kind of sign that will make you noticed!
Scream, cry, Yell, anything!
Scream for help.
Cry for support.
Yell to be noticed.
Anything!
I have been suicidal Before. I was because of my abusive step father. He not only hurt my mother, he hurt me and my brother! I wanted to die because i saw how hurt my family was, not knowing that by self harm, i was hurting them even more.
I reret every scar i have on my arms. I cried, i cut, i tried drug overdose. It eased the pain on the inside, but made it worse on the outside.
Soon i realized that i not only hurt myself, i hurt the ones i loved! I knew that by doing that, i gave my step father what he wanted all along. He wanted me to beg for him to stay, beliving that i would Think he was my only hope.
You only cry for help if you belive help exist for you. I didn't. At first.
I belived that everyone woiuld be happy without me. I was wrong. I tried to cry for help.
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I got help..
I may just be Another person behind a screen. But i want to help! I want to change someone's Life from dark to Bright! I want to because someone did that for me once. I will be forever grateful.
So please, talk to someone! Anyone! Someone will understand!
If you don't feel loved then ask straight out, do you love me?
Your mother.. What would she do without you? If she walks into your room to find you dead on your bed? How would she react? 99% is that she will scream and cry, shaking you to Wake you up and later call your father or other mother. The 1% left is that she will take her own Life just to be with her daughter/son. Your father? What about him? If your mother calls him to tell him that his Child is dead? If you have any siblings, how will they react? You were supposed to be there for them, weren't you? Your best friend? What will she do or say if your principal goes into the classroom to tell everyone you took your own life? You matter. Even if you don't Think so.
Again, scream, call or cry for help! Even if you don't belive there's any help in this World! Because no matter how hard you try to tell yourself ,"They won't care!!" It will ALWAYS be straight out bullsh*t.
Another thing you can do, is for example: Draw!
Draw out your thoughts even if you're not professional!
Write!
Write poems about what you feel, stories related to that!
Sing!
Sing out your emotions, maybe songs that relate to what you Think or feel!
Please stay safe and protected! <3
-T
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