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2 months ago · · Stress, · Explicit
i just finished the SWEETEST book ever. its a love story, of course because im a lonely ass bitch, and omg it was so good. it really just highlighted how lonely i am. i want someone to love me so bad, i just want to feel appreciated. i feel like a loner, like im never going to be loved. is there something wrong with me? ive never had a boyfriend, and im 16. ive been asked out, but i dont know if its a joke or not. im terrified of being played. i havent gotten asked out since like 5th grade. ive never been asked to dances, to homecoming, and stuff like that. ive heard of people liking me, but only from their friends. why doesnt anyone actually like me? but it also sucks because i hate me. i hate my personality, so how am i supposed to be in a relationship when i dont even want to be me. whats so wrong with me?