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I am lost.
I’m numb to this world.
I’m lucid memories of love and loss, floating in a husk I can barely recognize.
I can’t remember anything else.
I can’t forget even after years gone past, but yesterday’s memories are gone in a flash. While the loss I foolishly left behind dwells inside me.
I relive it each day, each hour, minute and second. It never fades. The remembrance has a powerful gravity of inescapable hurt.
I am lost. Trapped. Unobtainable. It’s better you view me as the enemy. He will hopefully treat you the way I wish I could have. I’ve only myself to blame. Only myself who got in the way.
I am lost, and if for some reason you are still looking for me and the love I have for you, you can find it in the lyrics of our songs. You can find it in your eyes, lord knows I’ve been lost there many times before. You can find it in her, the best part of both of us. That’s where we live, love, and be lost together for forever.
You were right to question my motives. They weren’t mine to begin with. I was immediately given a terrible choice. The three here, or you and her. You were right all along, you aren’t crazy. I am just lost. Forgive me...
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