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He loves me... not!
2 months ago ·
“I love you”, those are the words that he says that make you think everything’s going to be okay. He says those three magical words and everything he’s done before just goes away. But does it really. You love him so much and you want to believe that he loves you too. But you’re not sure. Did he love you when he pushed you that first time out of anger. Did he love you that second time he pushed you. Did he love you that final time when you upset him and he just snapped and punched you. Did he really love you at all. I tell myself it was my fault. I made him mad. But is that really an excuse for him to put his hands on me. He said he loves me. But he’s constantly hurting me. I should leave but I can’t. I love him too much. He loves me too. I just know he does. Sometimes he just gets a little angry. But that’s okay because I know he loves me.
He doesn’t love me. He just left me. He wanted her. He said he loved me but he wanted to be with her. He said he didn’t have time for me but he had time for her. He said he wanted to be by himself but he didn’t mind being with her at all. He said he loved me but now I don’t know. All this pain he’s put me through. Will he put her through it too. He hates me now. Wants nothing to do with me. He’ll probably tell her she prettier kinder and smarter than me too. But I hope she’s smart. I hope she’s very smart. I hope she’s smart enough to leave the first time he get mad and pushes her. I hope she’s smart enough to leave the second time he loses it and pushed her. I hope she’s smart enough to leave when he gets mad and punches her so many times and so hard that he leaves bruises. I hope she’s smart enough to leave when he gets so mad that he punches a hole in her wall. I wasn’t. Cause he said he loved me.