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2 months ago · · Anxiety,
I havent had a good night's sleep 8n a week. I'm absolutely lost in a wave of anxiety and sadness. I have come to accept that I an never going to have children and never be married. The man I am with has already experienced these things and my doors are closing. I have to choose between him and being alone. And frankly I like the option of him a lot more.
I fear that he will leave me and I'll be left alone, no children and no family to call my own. It will be too late for me. So I'm taking the biggest chance I can and it makes me sick to my stomach that I cant predict the future.