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3 months ago · · Support, · Explicit
I’m not going to hold back. I’ve been pushed around by myself. Not noticing that i not only caused pain to myself, but to others around me. It ends here. I’ve had enough with being scared of one damn person that doesnt deserve shit. I may be hurt, but i’m stronger than he thought. He hurt me, i couldn’t give two shits.
I’m loved, and should have noticed that before. I have now, but i was a little late. Better late than never. In one month, shall my devil horns grow towards him.
And when the day when he gets out of jail arrives, i won’t be scared. I’ll be ready to kick his ass if he’s stupid enough to return. If he does, he should be terrified. Because little does he know, i’m not weak. Nor is the others he hurt. I was scarred, but that made me strong.
If he comes, i’ll be ready. But i don’t think he will. He has no army. But we do. It’s one against everyone.
A world without him, holy shit that sounds AWESOME. And that’s the world we have now. Where he doesn’t exist.
I have been scared, curled up into a ball in a dark corner. But now i have air under my wings, a mental sword on my back. Ready to swing against him.
I wanted to die, which i badly regret. Now that i know what a difference it makes if i was dead.. I’m saying this.
I die. When i say i die. And i say i die when pigs fly.
I don’t owe him shit. He doesn’t deserve me. So why should i fear him?!
I’m not going to hold back the urge to push him off the throne he once sat and held me and the hurt ones captured.
Game over, mother fucker.