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My roommates had a party in the house. I am usually not part of this parties because I try to concentrate on school. This time, I had no homework and one of my best friends asked me to have some fun so I decided to go out of my room, invite my boyfriend and drink. Everything was going great and my boyfriend left to his apartment while I stayed a little bit more in the party. About an hour later, I felt like I had a lot to drink so I decided to go to my room to sleep. I fell asleep and when I woke up I saw one of my friends next to me and I had no clothes on and he was masturbating! I freaked out and asked him to leave but he wouldn't leave. I pushed him off the bed and he got dressed and left. I went to sleep right after and then I woke up to someone knocking my bedroom's door. I told them to come in, it was my best friend, she had stayed at the house and needed to use the restroom. I told her to go ahead and as soon as she goes in, she walks out saying there is a condom in the toilet. I don't know what to say, I had forgotten about everything so I told her to flush it and told her that I didn't know what it was doing there. When she left I started thinking and I started to remember that I woke up to the guy walking into my room saying he needed to use my restroom, I ignored him and continued sleeping, next thing I remember he was laying next to me and I was confused but I was too tired to say something. I continued to sleep and then I woke up to his breathing on my ear and his... You know. I remember asking him to stop and crying until I fell asleep again. Next thing that happened was me waking up to him next to me.. freaking out and kicking him out. I didn't tell anyone, I decided nobody would believe me. He is everyone's best friends, plus, we did have a thing going on way before I met my boyfriend. Now I am miserable, I can't look him in the eye and I keep blaming myself for everything that happened. I feel so dirty and like a cheater. I wish I could go back and lock my door, or avoid the party like I always do. I hate myself for allowing something like that to happen and I hate not being able to talk about it because I know I would just come off as a liar or attention seeker. I still care about him. I don't wish him anything bad and I am not sure if that makes things better or worse.
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From the way you have described it you didn't cheat and you might have been raped. You should talk to your parents about what happened and they will be able to help you decide what to do next.
ReplyI think this is copy pasta, if it isnt
youd better report the guy for rape.
ReplyYou did nothing wrong. You were taken advantage of because of your drunken state. I never understood why someone would want to have sex with a highly intoxicated person. It's sex with a temporary retard. But not everyone shares that view. I feel bad for you.
ReplyAgree with you. I always think that sex with unconscious person is like doing sex with corpse.
ReplyPlease don’t hate yourself for what happened. You were inebriated and in your own home. You asked him to stop and he didn’t. This is rape. Please talk to someone you trust about what happened. The guy who took advantage of you should be held accountable. ❤️
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