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i had a traumatic childhood. my mind has blocked it out for me, so i dont remember alot. i think me not dealing with it causes me a whole bunch of issues. i have alot of mental disorders. my mind is broken. i have maladaptive daydreaming syndrome, ocd, major depressive disorder, manic episodes, paranoid, bipolar hypomania and mania. i also have munchausen syndrome, borderline personality disorder and histrionic personality disorder.
im a narcissistic, and i want attention and sympathy. i hate it. i want to change. my parents dont care. they dont want me to be better. i do. i want to be normal. i want to change. i hate living like this. i hurt myself for attention. im damaged. im paranoid. none of my friends will understand. i cant talk to my teachers either. im stuck. i hate this. i hate me.
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Hey, idk how to help, but lets be friends - u can confess anything to me - well some say am good listener. And also, u r not damaged or paranoid. There are so many ppl in the world who have problems as similar as urs or even worse, but they r still living on. Nothings wrong in being a narcissist, almost 50 percent of d ppl r, haha. U just gotta love urself n accept urself.
Replysure id like to be friends! and its weird cause part of me is narcissistic, part of me hates myself, another part of me loves myself, and the last part of me just doesnt care. its weird and confusing
ReplyWell, then we r friends from today :)
That's something everyone's confused about. No one loves themselves wholly - neither do I. I have many problems in my life too, but it's only natural to have them. Don't worry, you would have most of it cleared out someday - tho not all, because life is pretty impossible without having confusion, problems n enemies.
Since we r friends, lets confide more in each other daily. It helps in reducing stress (helps much more than writing a diary) haha.
Replysure!! can i like have your number or some form of communication? i swear im not a troll or something like that lmao
ReplyWe have just meT, so how bout snapchat? We can exchange numbers later :P
Replyim not always on snap, but sure! what it is?
ReplyUr snapchat id? Hope we talk a lot!
ReplyWere you properly diagnosed?
Since you just admitted to having munchausen syndrome. It's difficult to believe that you have multiple disorders, when some may just be in your head and not real.
Goodluck and all the best to you.
Replyim not professionally diagnosed, but i took a lot of tests. and i know that sounds dumb and overdramatic, but it actually describes me totally. its scary
Replybut yes, i know for a fact i only have one messed up broken personality
ReplyIf u feeling this way u need to be on some meds and take therapy i also. Have personality disorder, bypolar, anxiety and i take meds for my episodes please get u some help
ReplyTry not to get to caught up n the disorders you have because then you are putting chains around yourself. Just know that maybe something doesnt feel right and you want it to change. The first step is you have to figure out your needs and what makes you happy find a hobby that helps you express yourself. Take it one day at a time. Anyone can change but you have to want to. No one can do it for you .
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