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i kinda feel betrayed. i can see the other side but it still hurts. so basically i really like this kid. his best friend is also my friend ( ill call him antonio ) they both told everyone that they were leaving schools after spring break. i was really upset because im not actually friends with my crush.. i kinda just stare at him from afar .~. but anyways, i kinda started crying and i texted the only person i talked to about him to. i'll call her christmas. i was texting christmas about how i was kinda crying because i never even really got to be friends with him. she proceeds to say to think logically and that why would they leave school 5 weeks before the end of the year. i said yeah youre right but still. anyways anyways. i later was on a call with antonio, and he said that he was joking. i wasnt that upset and told him christmas had suspicion. i had to go and then i texted christmas about how she was right. and then she told me she knew the whole time. i didnt mind at first. she explained she figured it out because she asked one of her friends that go to the said school they were transferring to. i said, " thats lame :/" and she said she was sorry but didnt wanna betray antonio's trust. she mentioned that she told him not to do it because everyone would be mad. (oh dang once everyone finds out they are going to be pissssssed) i understood. but was kinda pissed. i told her i should cool off and then later said it was okay and i apologized. but then thats when the feeling of betrayal kicked in.. i told her i was crying.. i was crying because i was upset about my super hardcore crush leaving. and she didnt even tell me..??? all because she didnt want to betray the trust of antonio... by exposing that this huge moving thing was a joke... she did not, want, to, betray his trust, by telling me that it was a joke. meanwhile im crying and feeling like shiz comparing myself to the girls (my crush) hangs out with but she just doesnt wanna expose a lowkey cruel joke. im just gonna get over it and move on. but i just cant believe she knew i was upset but still didnt tell me.anyways this was longggg sorry. just needed to vent. :/
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i feel bad. all i was trying to do was keep antonios trust. i told him not to do it. i hate when someones mad at me :/ but i was only trying to keep his trust. i gave her a hint about it? i thought she would get it... at least she forgives me.
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