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Hi i think im bi or pan or whatever i need some help dissecting my feelings
2 months ago · · Need advise,
Hi so I think I'm Bi or Pan or something but I dont really know how to fully tell, how to be sure.
For some background context: I am a 19 year old cis female and a freshman in college, going on Sohpmore as of April 30th. Also i havent had my first kiss. I have had boyfriends before, but i always felt like I didnt want to rush into things and broke up with them before they would theoretically want more.
I look at boys and I like the back muscles, love their eyes, how they smell, their deep voices, their sharp lines and angles. But I'm becoming more and more aware that girls are really pretty. Like their curves, their hips, their styled hair, their breasts.
I want to know what it's like to be held by a man, to be safe in his arms. Keep in mind that I have never loved anyone in an intimate sort of way.
I just.. need some help I guess. Someone to help talk me through this stuff. Maybe someone who feels/has felt the same before?? Thanks