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I've been suicidal since I knew what life and death mean, since as far back as I can remember. It doesn't matter how hard I try this time. I see the cycle that can't be broken, that will always be there, forever. It's my life, and I just can't change the way this stupid f*cking path goes. I'm lonely, I'm sad, I'm fighting so damn much inside, but I'm still struggling. I've been struggling since I was a young child.
The falls always seem way worse than when the great days are "better". The people in my life don't let me share my feelings with them. There's no one, I HAVE NO ONE!! I just want to die again. Let me give up for good this time god, since that's all you seem to hear. I seriously feel like that's what you want anyway. Just let me go, because I'm stuck. Stop teasing me and messing with my head. Just let me die!
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ReplyYou have touched my soul with your writing. I care. There are many of us, hurting and lonely, you are not alone. It's like we are all in solitary but all the same. Let me reach out my hand though the bars and hold yours, I really do care and am here with you. Please don't give up. I know it seems agonising and impossible but it DOES EVENTUALLY GET BETTER. I am literally living proof of that. Wait around, or you won't get to experience some of the beauty life has to offer. Seek out your own particular safe place and wait there till the storm passes. This is no game, this is life and death.....and you matter. We just need love and kindness to thrive, we are all just children looking for love. Please come talk here whenever you need to. You are not alone.
ReplyI don't know anything about the author of this post, but thank you, hummingbird!!
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