What are you looking for?
3 months ago · · Loneliness, · Explicit
Sure, life can be interesting. You have the chance to gain new experiences, meet new people, love and be loved. You can literally do whatever you want in this world. Go travelling? Sure. Go out every night? Sure. Explore the mountains you see around you? Sure. Take drugs to feel extra euphoric? Sure. Have sex with anyone you'd like to? Sure. Read loads of books to gain more knowledge? Sure. Learn multiple languages? Sure.
There are so many opportunities out there, and since you're in your 20s now is the time to take advantage of most of them. Now is the time to live your life. Being young, attractive, free, that is the dream according to most people.
But what if you just had enough. I don't mean enough experiences, just enough. When you feel like feeling happy for one more hour, satisfied for one more day, nothing will change how you feel inside. Just adding more happy moments to your time. And yeah, that sounds like it's worth it, but what if you just can't make the effort? Yeah they've been loads of times that i've felt happy, loved, satisfied, excited... so why try to refeel that way?
What if you had the choice to dissappear right now? Stop existing? No more thinking no more feeling, no anything, just stop existing. Yeah I think I would take this offer. I'm not saying life is bad. It's great, if you know how to live it. But maybe some people are not designed to live a happy life. Can't appreciate anything they have and making the less of their time on this planet, yeah no that doesn't sound right.
So what are those people supposed to do? Those who know that even though they have the choice to make evry dream come true, go wherever possible, they choose to do nothing. They choose to stay alone most of the time, in one specific place, surrounded by their worries.
Now is the time to live. Other people would kill to have your life. And all you do is sit quitely in your room. Being mean to the people who love you. And all you want is to stop exist so you can stop wasting your life.