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Hey scott. This is Haylee well actually Baylee. I know what you’re thinking I haven’t heard from her in years and she lied about her name this whole time wow ! I know you dislike liars and you have a right too. I wasn’t a good person before I met you but that’s not an excuse to hurt the ones that love you .During the time I talked to you my life was forever changed in the most amazing way possible. You showed me how to love myself which I didn’t think as possible. I recently have been stuck in a dark place and I came across that list I wrote one time about traits I love about myself which reminds me daily I am beautiful even if I don’t see it. Thank you for making me write that by the way .Anyways after we stopped talking I was trying to find myself again in a sense. I knew deep down I could talk to you whenever,but I knew you needed someone better than me who actually could be there for you. I deleted you off snapchat because seeing you made my heart break over and over again and I knew I wasn’t healing. Since being in college I have been faced with situations and surrounded myself with the worst people possible partly because I thought I deserved it for hurting you and others around me. Tbh I’m self destructive which is a trait I’m working on. I have always been afraid to face my fears so I ran away from them which puts me in a deeper hole.
This semester of college has drag me to hell and back about 1000 times no exaggeration, but it has also taught me I’m stronger than I think and how to forgive myself and others. This starts with admitting I’m worth my life I have. Also, saying sorry to ones I hurt the most like you and to forgive the ones who did me wrong.
I guess the reason why I am texting you is because I was in Nashville this weekend and you are right, Nashville is the best city besides Houston lol. Everything there reminded me of you and how lucky you are to called that your home. I know you’re probably about to graduate and I wanted to say congrats. I know you worked so hard for this. I pray that the future blesses you with everything your heart desire. This text is not to tell you my sad life story or to tell you that I’m a liar but to tell you I’m sorry for everything I put you through and I wanted to wish you the best because you deserve the best. I hope you never forget that. I can’t express how lucky I was to have you in my life at one point. I hope others can experience your joy for life as well .
I wanted you to know the truth and that you still are one of the best people that I’ve ever met in my life so far. By the way sorry this text was so long :/
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