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I'm so angry. I'm so sad and disappointed. I don't know how to deal with it. I don't know what to do. I'm so so mad and angry. I want to burn everything and end it and start over maybe or just end it and be done finally.
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I'm done... I Can't take that I'll never be clean again!
I've been thinking about it for a while, and it seems no matter what I do I never do anything right. If someone is discouraged too much, do you think that some...
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My Timed Entry
I'm screaming as loud as I can. People are staring. People are looking. I can't stop. To abuse when I've been abused. To love when I've been hated. To do...
No I cannot hear your thoughts but I can read them. Hold on first I just want to briefly acknowledge how awesome and brilliant my first sentence was. Ahhhhh, yes ok, now I’m good. Right! Now back to the issue at hand. Now, I do not know how old u are or what state you are in for your life, but as for me I am in high school (senior year). Being the dramatic teenager I am I feel the same way as you do at times, minus the whole burning and “I’m killing all of you” part. But yes, I am not popular at school by any means. I too feel over looked or just not looked at at all. But such is life..... everyone at some posing or another has felt alone or invisible. Back to the dramatics, I used to see my self in an old television screen where everyone was colorful and then there was me, the grey speckled dot. Depressing I know. I should also mention that I am quite guilty of walking in my self pity. Now, putting the side oh woe is me attitude, I would like to tell you that you are not alone, that you matter, and you are seen. The next thing I’m about to tell you may warm your heart or make you punch your fist into your computer screen for how cheesy I am about to sound, but I don’t care. The one that will always see you, always be with you, always care for you, and always think about you is God. I don’t know why is happening in your life at the moment perhaps tragic stuff (which I hope is no the case) and so I know that what I am saying is very personal, subjective, and controversial, but it’s all true. Who ever you are dear person God cares about you and is always and I mean always with you. I would recommend to say a prayer. Make it a prayer however you want it. If you are angry, upset, or just hateful let Him know. Yell at him scream, at him, ask for help. God honestly does not care how you pray to him, only that you are praying to him. He loves his children no matter who they are, what they have done, or what they will do. If you do choose to pray I’m just gonna let you know you are not gonna feel like a renewed person who feels like you can take on the world, or that all your problems will be solved. What you feel (at least in my experience) something very subtle. You will feel better than what you used to feel like before the prayer and at least for me, you feel less alone. I’m not the best at explaining this stuff, and honestly I my self am New to the whole God thing, but it’s helps. It helps not in the ways you would necessarily expect or predict, burn it helps. In any case dear fellow stranger, you will be in my thoughts and prayers. So take heart and know that you are not alone and not not seen.
ReplyI am assuming you don't really mean that. People say lots of things out of anger. Whatever your issues are, there is always solutions.
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