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Getting old sucks....but not as bad as NOT getting old
6 months ago · · Cancer
I have a terminal illness, but I worry about my elderly mother who lives alone kind of far away and is stubborn and doesn’t always take care of herself as much as she should....and then it makes me angry and resentful that she won’t move closer or take her health more seriously because then I have to worry and I don’t know how long I have to live and I don’t want to spend it all worrying about her. Plus she thinks I’ll live forever if I just have a “positive attitude” which is also irritating because there’s plenty of people with positive attitudes who still die and it’s like saying it will be my fault if I die because I wasn’t positive enough, which is stupid, of course I want to live.