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3 months ago · · Anxiety,
my friends are in a fight and i dont know what to do about it, i feel really stressed because they wont talk to each other and i cant do anything about it and i dont want to pick sides because i like them both and they say they dont want me to but one of them runs away when im with one of them and the other one wont leave me alone and its just this giant weight on my shoulders, its not even my fight and i'm upset about it. also a while ago my girlfriend and i were in a fight, i said im sorry i have mental illnesses and cant accept help (its really hard for me to accept help from anyone, i have an especially hard time with therapists) and she basically said that we're going through the same thing but what shes going through is worse and she has more anxiety and adhd along with depression
at this ponit its not even about me, i dont care that she thinks that my issues are unimportant, i care that she understands that you dont always see peoples struggles just from what they tell you, its sometimes hard to get to someones true feelings
for example i dont tell her everything, i think she thinks i do. i dont tell her how much i actually hate myself and how much i hurt myself and the fact that my social anxiety is getting worse and worse by the day, it's really hard for me to talk to people, always has been, but now im having even weirder reactions to it