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2 months ago ·
This is going to sound really pathetic seeing as the relationship was only around 4 months but we spent so much time together and all I can say is I’m heartbroken.
Me and S started going before Christmas and it was amazing. We would have the best time together. And then out of no where four months later I’m staying awake while he’s at a friends party and he comes home at around 1 in the morning.
The first thing he says to me is how he can’t be bothered being in a relationship. Bearing in mind this was all over text, no phone call or face to face at a normal time rather than when everyones sleeping.
It’s been about a month and I still can’t get over him. What doesn’t help is that we’re still in contact and because I can’t drive I ask him to give me a lift home just as an excuse to see him which is really pathetic.
He texts me daily and every so often he says about how he still likes me and it’s just when I think I’m over him I’m back to square one.
I’m left crying over this boy nearly every night and I just can’t take it anymore but I don’t want to lose touch with him.
I just feel like I’m getting messed around or receiving mixed signals and I would love to get back with him but I just know he doesn’t really want that and he’s only saying that he likes me to mess with my head.
I just want my life to be happy and not to be thinking about this guy 24/7 which at the minute it is