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I don't want to go to school but it's not serious or a big deal or anything I'm just kinda stressed out
5 months ago · · Stress, · Explicit
Sometimes I miss a day of school because I'm embarrassed to show up late. It's stupid and just now I'm not at an important day because my dumbass mind didn't register when the teacher said this was happening today. I've had so many absences That people are getting worried. Is it because I've always kinda been a target of minor bullying? Do I have some kind of learning difficulties? It stresses me out and I sometimes want to go to school even less. It's not that it's bad there I have friends and food is good, but there's this classmate who thinks he owns the fukcing place and thinks can do whatever he wants and he's been being annoying to most of the class and I feel like especially me. It's why I'm scared to show up late because I know he and his friends will think: "why is she always late?" or something like that and they might even say it. "wake up" I'm not fucking sleeping I'm just thinking and it's not your fugking responsibility anyway I can leave the classroom by myself. I want to just hit him in the face with something so he'll leave me the fuck alone.