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I feel like killing myself but I know it would hurt too many people. I’m constantly hurting. This last break up makes me think about cutting my wrist again. Is this all a cry for help and attention? Idk anymore it’s just the way I’ve been feeling. I don’t even have anymore weed left. I just want to cry all night I’m tired of everything! School. Relationships. Trying to prove myself To everyone! No one appreciates me. Everyone uses me. I’m too nice I’m just a fuc**<# doormat!! U know how when it’s a huge sale going on and no one notices that you are trying to get in the door to look at partcilar item and someone just bomb rushes over you and walks all over you like they don’t even even see you? Well that’s how I feel! this black hole of depression is so real.. the crazy thing about depression and anxiety are that they are so invisible. I smile everyday so no one would ever even notice my pain. And it’s okay I’m fine. U all have a happy life 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Gosh, I'm truly sorry for what you're experiencing. You're obviously in a tremendous amount of pain and I truly feel for you. Depression hurts more than anything in the world. There's nothing worse.
I've been where you are, and the only way I got through it, it telling myself to wait...wait until tomorrow or next week. It worked for me. Now my ideation of ending it has completely disappeared. It changed when I found God.
I'm so very sorry for what you're going through. I know you're strong enough to get through this, even if you don't want to. Someday, you will be so glad you stayed. I'll pray for you, sweetheart. I'm here for you.
ReplyThanks my heart is heavy I’ve been manipulated by pastors (people I thought I could trust) they hurt me. Tried to have sex with me and touch me innapropriately. The list goes on. It’s always the ones I thought I could trust
ReplyI'm sorry that happened to you. There are definitely some corrupt pastors out there. It's so sad. I don't know any pastors personally. Just God and the Bible. It's hard to trust people, especially after what you've experienced. I know what a heavy heart feels like. It's absolutely excruciating. I feel for you luv. There aren't even words for that kind of pain. It won't be heavy forever.
ReplyThank you angel of the god
ReplyI have been in same thing also,believe me only the ones that truly love you will see the pain behind your smile.And dont think about return for the good things that you do.Believe in God,he will return it to you with something that you never thought.Life is like boomerang,what you do will come back to you.
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