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So sry for my lil rant but u have sum issues and i really dont have anyone to talk to about these things. Sry bout my bad typing.
(Im a girl,16)
So recently i think im lesbian but i just dont wanna admit it to myself or others.. my first kiss was with a girl at the movies n i dont really know how i feel bout it cuz like i rly liked it but i dont wanna admit to my self that i liked it igg. We were friends or so i thought and we would mess around by flirting and she took it seriously but i thought it was a joke. She invited ne to the movies and she randomly kissed me and i kissed her backk. We talked things out and we r still friends and all but ion know wat to think no more. After that i had a boyfriend and it didnt rly work and we did kiss but i also dont know wat to feel. Tbh i think i just want to like it cuz i wanna be straight but i kinda didnt.
My mom has certain opinions on the lgbt community like she gets grossed out when she sees it on tv but sumtimes she says not to judge them cuz its their lives not ours and im not close to my dad so im not sure wat hes going to say or think. And with my big sister it scares me on wat she would do because shes my favorite person ever and she has a lot of opinions on things. She also doesn't have many gay friends more like any so yea.. and my grandparents are rly religious and i love themm so frickn much and i also dont know how they would feel or react and it scares ne cuz if they r homophobes than they might stop visiting us ( they live in mexico we live in TX) n ion want my parents or sister blaming me on that. They are basically my only family because everyone else is horrible. I do have close friends and i tried to talk to them about it but i almost had a panic attack sk yeaa.
It also scares me on wat the school will think because a lot of girls pretend to be bi cuz ig its a trend at my school ion even know tbh but when a girl is actually bi or lesb they sometimes get judged n guys r all like nah she faking it like the rest.
So sorry bout the long thing buhh plz comment and help me on this
And ik im not obligated on comming out or labeling myself but im just not sure on wat to do
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So i started talking to this girl and I really like her (im lesbian) and shes cool n all but we have moments when we flirt as a joke n she asked me out n i said...
That sounds really rough, I know how it’s kinda like being Bi myself but I never had any issue with it in a public school system. My parents had barely a reaction when I came out but they’re kinda homophobic being religious and all.
I say come out at your own time and when you know it’s safe to, don’t worry about others opinions as much.
ReplyI know how difficult it can be. My mother hid her sexuality for decades and it frankly destroyed many of her relationships in the process. She waited until she was 50 to come out and let us all know.
Just go back through what you wrote and notice how much is hinging on other people's opinion of you and their approval of what you do. That way leads to sadness and frustration. If the people don't approve now, they will accept it eventually if they do indeed love you.
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