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5 months ago · · personality,
I used to be introvert and not talk to anyone more than my friends I used to hesitate a lot and then I met a girl in school. We have same classes and we became good friends she is an extrovert and she used to talk a lot and I'm a good listener. She has changed me a lot now I can talk with anyone without any hesitation. There comes my problem as I said earlier when I was an introvert I didn't even speak to my classmates properly like if they try to talk to me then I used to give them reply but now I talk to them openly. But this is not me I miss myself. I miss being an introvert. When I become silent my friends are with full of questions why are u sad why r u dull ? Did anything happen? And some of them say that I'm very serious and they don't like it so I should always be laughing. Do I look joker to them? Why can't they understand that I'm taking time for myself. So I need to be talking to everyone to get away from answering their stupid questions. It's not that I hate to talk to them it's that I need some time to myself to know me. I prepare myself that today I should at least be alone for some time and do my own work but I can't do it. What should I do? I want to be an introvert again but as I try to be back to myself I always end up being different