What are you looking for?
They know all but me.
11 months ago · · Fuck everything , · Explicit
Apparently, people who I don't know and may know, seem to have digged alot of personal info about me.
So, I have a few medical issues?
Is it PCOS,PID or some other issues which effects my fertility? Are my hormones fucked up, will I have difficulty getting pregnant too?
If I couldn't have kids, they won't turn out to retarded, suffer diseases and be deformed like me,right?
Am I mentally retarded,slow and have ASD? People treat me like a retard and act surprise when I know things.
Do I have diabetes because I'm fucking fat, don't like going to the gym and can't afford eating healthy?
When I'm old, will I suffer Alzheimer's and dementia, forgetting about everyone who never gave a shit about me to be honest with me?
I'm going to die from cancer?
Oh there's something psychologically wrong with me, is it depression, anxiety, PPD, SPD, BPD, wait do I have NPD, it's the anger issues, right? I am psychotic?
If all have known what the fuck is wrong with me because people went digging into my life, why don't they just fucking tell me the truth?
What is it?
Shit, ugly, disgusting fucking genetics?
Is that why I have an ugly face,body and can't function right because I'm fucking retarded?
Oh, I have to go find out for myself when fucking people were digging into my life and pretended to know nothing.
Why should I go find out for myself if a bunch of strangers already know everything about me,right ?
Why is it that everyone else knows about it, but I don't?
That's what everyone wants, right?
I'm a good for nothing piece of shit, waste of space, bad, ugly, fat woman with no aspirations and goals in life.
I'm too fucking stupid to have goals in life,can't function and should work in some industrial factory were everyone thinks I belong.
I should be alone too and have nobody in my life or end up on the streets and rot there.
Common, tell me. Let me end my fucked up miserable life because I have no good purpose being alive here and everyone points that out to me.
I'm so ugly, deformed and fucking retarded maybe I shouldn't be alive.
I wish I was aborted and never was born.
I'll go and never because I hate myself and so does everyone else.
Oh fucking well.
I can go fuck myself to hell.