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I feel lonely, my heart hurts when I'm lying here at night. I often listen to music to help me feel good. I tend to listen to love songs, or mystical songs that I stare up into the sky and sonder, maybe because thats subliminally what i want in my life. Love. I know I want something. I want a relationship with a kind girl who is funny but not too showy or loves attention, a girl with a big heart and quirk. Who loves me for exactly who I am. I'm sure I'll find her, she's gotta be out there. I mean, the early has billions of people. Alot taken but also alot single, or maybe they're exactly like me. Staring up to the stars pondering if there's anyone out there like me. I often do that. Stare into the nothing sky, wondering who is out there, maybe sitting in a desert in The middle east, resting with their camel and pondering the same thing to the night blanket above them. Or stuck in an abusive relationship somewhere hoping that someone will come along and sweep them off their feet. A woman that wants more in a relationship. Who loves to explore horizons, not afraid to express their opinion, or share it with others. Those are the poeple everyone needs to be around. People hang around negative souls often, and it eats them alive, I feel thats whats happening to me. Noone really gets me like I do. And I dont know if thats enough. I'm sure it is. I am enough. Now I'm sounding like one of those mothers in a victim group when im actually a male.haha, It feels good to just randomly write shit from ya brain. I guess its a good way to rid ya thorts without offending anyone, or boring them. I feel that sometimes, that my brain comprehends shit on another level, and go full crytic on most motherfuckers, and they won;t stand half the chance of being able to decipher my sexy cool humour. Yeah I said it, I'm sexy cool. Well half sexy, but definitly cool. Oooh i like me saying that; telling myself I'm cool. I mean I think it often but never word it, and fuck it feels great to do so. Also feels good not having to worry about gramma, spelling(even though novni underlines my mistakes on here, like I care about mistakes at a time of exporession. ) thats the last thing on my mind. Anywho, if there;s any cool humans out there who wanna let their mind wander onto a page, go for gold. Its like changing a babies nappy, cleaning all the shit thats stuck on ya mind, or on the tip of ya tongue but never quite made it cos of this sensitive fucken world who takes shit personally and gets offended by everything nowdays. Im just listening to The midnight-Lost boy. Its a good song, actually the midnight are a good fucken band. On another note, I;m a straight male, who just wants a REAL relationship. none of this fake ass shit where where bitches are on their phone doing selfies every 0.45 seconds squared, carry the 2. I want a safe as houses gal, who appreciates the simple shit like, rain on a tin roof, or eating soup in on a rooftop looking at random weird eclectic shit in the night, or some weird shit like that. They're hard to find nowdays but they've gotta be out there. I guess I;m just an aesthete. I appreciate all the simple shit. Like when a girl yawns in the morning then makes that cute noise with their mouth when someone snuggles back into bed, and bobbles their head. I miss that. that feeling of looking at a girl, you dont have to say anything to her, you just stare at her, smiling at her being her, exactly the way she is. her dry lips from then dehumidified room, her hair half stuck to her face like dinosaur bones imbedded into dirt. I'd like to have an app, where you can design your own girl, to be honest, I wouldn't make her perfect, or symmetrical. Or some weird way, I'd appreciate her more if she had floors. does that sound weird. I think we find comfort in knowing people arn't perfect because it allows us to be the same. But id definitely give her dark hair, maybe auburn. and hazel eyes, and perfect plump lips. Nothing beats nice soft lips pressed to your cheek, face, forehead when you[ve had a long day at work and you come home to a soft kiss. All your problems just melt away with her lips. her hug just melt you into a cheese toastie with extra cheese. It's like woman know exactly what to do to make a man feel all gooey like a school boy again, Returns the mightiest of men to their innocence. Of course us men will never openly admit that, but indeed we feel all the same, and believe me when I say; We feel "At ease, in the arms...of a woman"...By the words of amos lee. Love that song by the. Anyway, better rap it up. have work tomorrow. Peace love and all that stuff. Sending good vibes out to the world. I'm hoping it returns tenfold. Don't let me down.
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ReplyFun read. Thanks for this :)
ReplyI've never related to anything more than this and it will happen im the same way I want a guy who isn't gonna be fake just someone real with quirks and is dfferent from others but you have to be patient as the best love stories happen when your patient and not rushing it but good job on the writing it was refreshing to read
ReplyThanks, nice to hear others share views
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